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Friday, October 10, 2008
vickiie lynn posted at 4:44 PM | 0 Noticed Me

wooo.... its been kinnda long since i've last posted. kinda got really into my studies and stuff. feeling kinda sad now... very empty like i've just lost something so imp to me. things have really really been tough and yea i thought you were my fairytale a dream when i'm not sleeping. that wishes on a star really do exist, but once again lynnlong is proven WRONG YET AGAIN!!! go on gloat everybody... i'm good. i just dunno how to express how i really feel in words but i'm trying... ever felt like you have a horrible ulcer in you mouth and like someone comes unexpectedly in the dead of the night and holds you down and rubs salt really really hard and roughly on the ulcer. and you can't really do much but just cry and try to get yourself out of this mess. thats how my heart feels now i guess. theres like this super uber huge hole bleeding and i just can't see how everything can seem so beautiful when here i am hurting so much inside. i just wish i can stop and rewind time. but even then maybe i can't change anything too. now all i can do is just stand bare infront of god cos he knows me best and all but sometimes no matter how hard i try... this human part of me just feel very helpless and hopeless like even god doesn't care for me. right i think i gtg back to studying.........

Thursday, May 22, 2008
vickiie lynn posted at 1:16 PM | 0 Noticed Me

yay. man u won!!! woo. we rock man. haha its like double happiness. lol haha. but david a didn't win american idol. damn you david c. arh... lol but anyway. haha didn't go to school cos like they wanted us to wash tables today so lame. zoa and cherie didn't go too. we were like i don't wanna go and like waste my time CLEANING tables. i mean i can like spend my time at home studying right. haha my darn house is like gonna be like renovated again. for the second time. WHAT! lol yesterday school sucked. like slacked 90% of the time. how stupid can they get.?! think i should go study. lol. time to slogggggg.............

Tuesday, May 20, 2008
vickiie lynn posted at 12:21 PM | 0 Noticed Me

anyway to continue from where i left, the game was awesome. and we thank god for the loss. lol. i mean its not like we were out there to kill. not like some people who said just give them the prize cos they will win and all. and in the end didn't win. murphy is always around. hahahahahaha. mrs soon's logic. yesterday was damn fun eventhough my old injury came back again. haha lol. didn't go to school today, not really feeling well. all the pain and all. had a terrible nightmare. don wanna talk abt it. i'm coming close to my 100th post. well it took 3 over years. haha cos i don't blog alot. anyway gotta study now.

Monday, May 19, 2008
vickiie lynn posted at 5:59 PM | 0 Noticed Me

today got up at 7 to go to the sfx sports carnival. played football even though we knew that we were one of the weaker teams. well true enough, drew 1 lost 3. but hey we didn't feel sad like totally. we were there to have fun not to ram into the other guys balls or whatever. to all smkchoir footballers 'GREAT GAME'! gotta run off to church. later

Friday, May 16, 2008
vickiie lynn posted at 4:10 PM | 0 Noticed Me

'it's three words shared between two people... and it has one simple meaning.'
kinnda cool yea. lol don't really have much to say today. feel like theres something bothering me now. i don't know what too, an di don't intend to find out. but hey last sunday man u won the epl. good news. hope they win the champions too. soccer match on monday looking forward to it. go team SMKC!!! we're gonna kick your ass man. all you people out there, you better watch your back...... i'm coming for you. hahahahahaha

Thursday, May 15, 2008
vickiie lynn posted at 5:33 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Verse 1:You've got your friends and your places. That's where you feel the safest. don't you see. I'm standing here in the shadows, learning how to let love go, When it has to be free. You've got your castles in the clouds. You don't need me now.

Chorus: But if, you should ever fall, think you've lost it all. I will be there for you. And if you should lose your faith, the whole world turns away from you, baby. One thing's still true. (I will be there, 2x on chorus #3). I will be there for you.

Verse 2: I read the news in the paper, all the fear and the hatred. Baby, who can you trust? But I see the truth through the madness. Here's my love if you'll have it, but if you don't want that much, go as far as you can, as long as you know.
(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge: And if the time should come, when all you depend upon is gone, just look around and I'll be there.
(Repeat Chorus)

I will be there for you. -Jordin Sparks-
vickiie lynn posted at 5:10 PM | 0 Noticed Me

mid years totally sucked. i really screwed it up. i fail everything exp english. i'm super upset with lit. i failed that too. 42/100. i can't believe it. i broke down and just like sobbed like some ass who didn't study. i really don't know how to put it but i don't think i have the strength to pull through o's. its just too scary and all. i don't know like damn intimidating. like its gonna eat me whole and all. i know its seems stupid but i'm just so terrified until i cannot take it. have been really hooked onto no air by jordin sparks and chris brown. i don't know what caught my attention but maybe its the tune. lol i'm just feeling too useless to say anything more now. i feel like jumping down and if i don't die i'll jump again. the pressure is on man.


No Air-JORDIN SPARKS & CHRIS BROWN
JORDIN
If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like livin in a world with no air

CHRIS
I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I could make you understand

HOOK
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

CHORUS
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you aint there
Theres no air no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gone breathe without me
If you aint here I just can't breathe
Theres no air no airNo air air x4

CHRISI walked I ran I jumped I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
Theres no gravity to hold me down for real

JORDIN
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care

HOOK
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

CHORUS
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you aint there
Theres no air no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gone breathe without me
If you aint here I just can't breathe
Theres no air no airNo air air x4

Tuesday, April 29, 2008
vickiie lynn posted at 5:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

lol. hope this years christmas would be good. thats if i work hard for my o's. haha i'm thinking too far. lol. went for some implus shopping with girlfriend and cherie just now. came across fox's warehouse sale. haha had a really great time. all you girls out there it ends on the 4th of may. quick!! haha feeling hungry and bored. dunno what to do. :) mid years sucks. had terrible cramps today just couldn't do my cheena paper left 3 whole questions blank. i just like blacked out. i was like woooo. giddy. was damn cold in the hall and its so ironic compared to the outside. must have been like over a 100 degrees out there man. lol this blog has been a happy post in a very long time. wonder whats wrong with me. haha people get pms during ahem and i get pms before, during i'm like so happy dunno why also. lol today's front page, walao that sicko. bloody bastard. which sick ass would lock their own daughter up and father 7 children with her!!!??? what. i mean so chi ko peh la. somemore for 24 years somemore. haha. but the girls out so thats what matters. feel like telling mommy not to shift out. miss all the memories i had here. small as it is my house is a great place to keep memories. so cosy, granted that it is messy at times but... haha should go study now. few photos

thats not me. its mei mei. lol

that is me. lol ain't i cute

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